Do you know that pain you feel in your chest - your heart - when you want to just rip off every pain living inside of you. The pain you feel when you want to let your heart soar and just cry? It's a really painful feeling. I guess 'heart-pain' actually make sense. Your heart is literally in pain. I've always thought things described in this way were just in movies and storybooks, but I was clearly wrong. The feeling's the same as having placed 2 giant rocks on your shoulders, or when you have a heavy bag on and walking a kilometer home.
It's pretty much indescribable in any sense, but what I can conclude from feeling this is that it's not anything physical - the pain doesn't feel physical. It feels like your heart is being stabbed on or squeezed tight, but it doesn't feel how you would feel physically when that happens. This weird feeling in your stomach like you drank a glass of acid. It makes you want to puke. It makes you want to cry out loud and just cut yourself open. But you know crying's not enough to make the pain go away.
You just wanna cry about every thing.
And that's how I feel right now, wanting to cry about every little thing.
Farewell.
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