sigh

"And I'll hold on to the dream
Of this beggar's plea and optimistic fantasy
Just hold the hand and drop the knee
You're facing love
You're embracing melody"

I don't know what to feel
but I just want to sigh at everything
everything feels sigh-able
and every night remains the same
staring at the ceiling
and hoping
hoping
hoping
something good will come out of it
like every other time
nothing does come out
but i continue hoping
hoping
hoping
someone will find me