Wednesday, September 14, 2011

only. only

my parents said to me Sunday morning, "you are our only hope to go to Poly"
that makes me feel right. very very very right. ha ha ha
can you imagine how much pressure that puts me in?
I know i'm their only hope left (even though i do have a younger brother) since my sisters screwed up and went to Zuhri, "the school for ones with no hope left". Quote the dad.
They want me to be a doctor
They want me to be successful in life
They are, right? They are self employed, even
They kinda have like a thing against arts or something, i don't know. But i like arts, and that's the only thing i'm interested in right now
"no future for art-takers" yes, quote the dad again. makes me feel like a loose twig hanging from a branch
but i like arts! that's the only thing!
thing is, they didn't even acknowledge like the importance of continuing studies, on our religion. like poly poly poly
what's so great about it?
what if i like disappoint them....
cause i dont like poly!!!! what is there in poly?

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